Shared Emotions

Sometimes in life we are pressured into feeling a certain way that we never expected to feel. So much happens around us in this life that we aren’t able to break free and be who we want to be and live our lives how we want to live them. Being trapped in this ongoing cycle of pressures and neglect from others leaves a long ever shattered part of you. Finding yourself trapped between where you want to go, and where others expect you to go can be a long endless tribulation of sorrow, never knowing where you could have gone if you just followed your instincts.Waking up in the morning in exhaustion knowing you have to continue rummaging through your life in order to get past to where you want to go. An endless sequence of feeling as if your heart is shattering into bits of pieces and leaving you empty. Nowhere to go. Nowhere to hide, and escape the mess of tattered life you once had. Like a dark bottomless pool pulling you under the dark surface, sucking the life out of you till there is no life left to take and your body is stranded. Without a soul, your body stays there. Observing, without any feeling. Empty gazes on life around you. Trying to grasp sense of the life going on around you, but feeling it slip through your grasp and dissolve before your eyes. The once youthful feeling that used to energize every cells in your body, now destroyed. Leaving you lifeless and alone.